and finally....

im staying....

tho' with a real-worse-result(a.k.a pointer)
stay seja laaaa...

manatau...
ijazah buli juga jd chef ka...
apa ka....kn...akakakak
palis3

indaa mauuu..

stay seja la...
brusaha lg ntuk sem 2!!

by the way..
all my friends(the survivor@ex-classmate)
was also staying....
we are all passed with non-flying colors...
but...ok la.managed to stay at least...

and my best tutorial mate,
passed as well...hee;)

strive for sem 2!!!

best of luck!!

amin.

UiTM oh UiTM

b4 my final(PSPM le tuu)
i manage to apply for UiTM,
few of my friends also got...

then the night b4 last nite,
they say we can ody cek who's in..

and...taddaaaa!!!
I got Diploma Kejuruteraan Kimia...
course yg mmg i angan2 maw dapat duuulu tp x dpt.

act,
i apply for Uitm ni for my backup,
in case i was kick from KML(palis2)

and...
now.
patut ka i ambil kos tu??
hmmnn...

p.s.nx week ambil result!!(26 nov)
takut3!!!

Today is SATURDAY.

but me,we,us
as a student of Labuan Matriculation College
still have to go to class!!
wth!
we supposed to be free la today...

but today kelas ganti is act for christmas holiday..
so,nx month,we have cuti again..
miahahaha

tapi hari ni ada kelas pun,
5 jam pree...
siok jugaaa....
ahahahaha

The Farewell

ok.
today was my last day at my hommy for the current month
since i wont be back for the interview.

and here i have to bid farewell to my hommy,
no more water(yg banyak),no more food
no more malas2,no more unlimited internet access..
no more everything....huargh!!!!

however,
i wish,there's oredi water there at KML.
amin..

ok.gudbye hommy^^

i've finally made my decision.and its the final decision.

as i've wrote before,
that i got the SPA interview
for the i-so-dont-like course
'Jururawat Pelatih'.

well,
everyone(my friends) was all
so panic searching for a backup in case
we were dropping out of matriculation(which i hope NOT).
and thats just the reason why i've have to take some times to think
and decide wisely of my decision.

according to the letters I received,i have to attend the interview on 10th.Nov
which makes me,to go back Labuan(for my MUET exam) and
get back to Sabah the day after the exam.
which will definately tiring(3-long hours sitting inside ferry)

plus,
with certain alasan i got here.

I've decided,
to not to attend the interview.

my mum support my decision.
my sibs,
only some of them know,
but of coz i'll tell the other nx tym.
(but I knw they'll agree)
and my friends??
i talked(sms) to them.
and they support due to my excuses.
so,im a bit relief..

here's my decision.
IM NOT GOING.
i have to take a 'berani mati' decision:P

next is,
i have to write a letter to inform the SPA's
and tell them all th excuses i've carried with me...

that's all.gudnyte^^

p.s.sounds so happy wasn't I??
:P

im sorry

today,i mean now,
was the vey thousand times that i felt guilty towards him.

all i can say is,sorry.im really sorry.

for what??
for keep burdening u,
for keep giving u troubles
and yet,angry of u..

im sorry.i really am.

so i guess,
i wont really burden u anymore(i hope so)
i hope i wasnt so hopeless anymore that i'll need ur help.

i hope we will still be friends.
a gud friends.

im sorry.

The Doubt

now,
i have some doubt to attend the SPA temuduga on 10th.nov

just imagine,
5hb,ill be back to Labuan for the Muet writing paper.

then at 8th,
im going back to sabah to attend SPA interview.

and at 12th,
im going back to Labuan.

meaning,
i'll miss 3-4 days kuliah kan??
or maybe even a week.

so...

wat shud I do??
attend or vice versa??

im counting on the days to go

wow..
i cudnt beliv this!!
my almost 3 weeks holiday is near over??
really??
and this isnt a dream.

haiiiya...
once again,i have to face that no-water condition in kml.
again...the hot weather(that made my skin so dark) in kml.
also,the studying period.
the wat lagii a??
o ya...the untasty food there at the cafe.

i hate it.
nasib lagi
ada certain org2 d sana yg 'menyenangkan' hati..
ahahaha;P

haiiyaa...7 days more to go
and KML here i come(again)

however,
i'll be off back to ranau on 8th.nov(yea yea!!!)
for wat??
curious huh??
hehe
for my SPA interview of coz.

Dear God,
if SPA really meant for me,
please give me the best course.

i really hope that i'll get the Farmasi or Pegawai Kesihatan
back again.amin.